So just wanted to log what has happened... Thursday was a late night for me. The baby could not sleep and the hubby was not home. He says he was out with friends. (again) But anyways he came home at like 2am.

And now I am sitting here again waiting for him to come home. He called and said he would be out with his friends again. Who knows what time he will be home tonight... He did say we would go out tomorrow as a family. Who knows if he will keep that promise??? We'll see.....

He came home at 3:30am! OMG this is getting so aggravating! I was all ready asleep when I hear him stumble into the bedroom. I looked at the time and then looked at him. He rambled about how he had gotten into an accident on the highway, someone hit him from behind. I at this point was so angry that I asked how the car was and put my head back down to go to sleep. Then I heard him complaining that his head and neck hurt. All I could think was, if you were home this would have never happened.

Our "family" outing I am positive is now canceled! So I have decided to disappear for the day. Maybe I will drive to Boston or New York. I just want to get away.

I decided to start a diary all because of him...

We will be married going on 5 years this year. After all that time I am now feeling the need to vent some current frustrations. Maybe I am wrong, maybe not ( i think not lol). But he is doing things lately that is getting me really aggravated. I have decided to keep a log so that when it is time to speak about our issues I don't forget. Which often I do. Causing me to keep silent and not talk about what is really bothering me. Hopefully now this will help.

I will start off with yesterday...

In the morning at about 8am  he gets ready for work. He does construction work and helps out my father with a market that my dad owns. Well he left for the day stopping in maybe once just for a quick minute and leaves again. Im a stay at home mom of three and so I decide to cook him some dinner and make sure everything is tidy for when he comes home. I feed the kids and get them off to bed and realize it is now 9:30pm. So I call... He is at a friends house watching the baseball game! I forgot to mention he had said he was coming home earlier in the day to watch the game. I was so angry! So I took the dinner and dumped it in the trash! I cleaned up the kitchen and washed all the dishes. He then waltzes in at about 10:50pm.

Am I over reacting??? I would have prefered he come home and watch the game like he had previously said. Maybe call, but even then I would have not been so happy because I had prepared dinner for him. Oh well, he did come home and go right to the kitchen. He was expecting a meal, oh well too bad....

(to be continued ...)